"Today"

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Every night I cried and prayed
Every night I lied awake and
Whispered words I never said to you
I have the guts to say them now,
But its too late, I wish that some how
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I could have the time back
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Today, to say, to stay,
To hold you
Today, to stay, to say,
And tell you today
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Now I see my mistake
All the time I didn’t take
To tell you everyday
Not just “I love you”
But to also let you know
Just all that you mean to me
I wish now, somehow
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I could have the time back
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Today, to say, to stay,
To hold you
Today, to stay , to say,
And tell you today
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I was wrong, I waited to long
But hear my song, and before I go
I want you to know…

You are my everything
You are the one that gave my heart its wings
I know I never said it enough
But it was you that held me up
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I could have the time back
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Today, to say, to stay,
To hold you
Today, to stay , to say,
And tell you today
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“Alone Again”

(~)Verse1
Don’t lie and say you’re fine
I know, you’re no-where close
Not even almost
I don’t believe your smile
Cause I know the war you’re fighting all the while

(~)Chorus
I know, what you go through
I see where your mind goes
When, you’re breaking down again
I know, the pain that you’ve been, in
So, don’t go, you don’t have to be alone again

(~)Verse2
Don’t pretend that you’re on the mend
When you’re far from ok
You know, you cant keep living this way
Is there another rout
Do you know your way out?

(~)Bridge/2nd Chorus/ End
And I wish, that I could take away
All the pain that you, can’t leave to yesterday
And I’ll try, to help you leave behind
The voices that are still, screaming in your mind
Please believe, you’ll be fine
I can promise you, you will see the signs
And then, you will know that you are breaking free
Finally

“Without A Trace”

“Without A Trace”

VS1::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Its not hard to fall for a hearts lies
Where’s "strength to stand against" when valor dies?
What’s the end when,
We’re all still fighting wars with no beginning?

CHORUS:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Maybe you can tell me where I need to be
If not,
I’ll just look to the things time forgot
And find my place
Among the broken statues of disgrace
I’ll vanish
Without a trace

VS2::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
What’s the point to breathing?
If we’ve missed the point completely?
Am I the only one to see?
This modern depravity?

BRIDGE:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Just tell me when its over
I cant fight to lose another day
I cant rewrite yesterday
Tomorrow,
Isn’t far though
And I can see a glimpse
A trace

END::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Without a trace

"We're Ok"

"We're Ok"

(Vs1)
Its getting bad, just think it could get worse
Its so sad, this is just the first verse
And already, I’m ready, to give up
Ive had enough with close calls, and long falls
I think I’m running, think I’m running outta time
But I want to see the bright side
Even if its only inside

(Chorus)
Lets just say, lets say that we’re ok
Even though we know
We decay with each day

Lets just say, lets say that we’re alright
Even though we know
We won’t last the night

(Vs2)
So now we’ve hit rock bottom
But at least we can say we’re looking up
So they’re laughing, who cares about them?
We’ve had a lot, but we’re not giving up
Hey just look at me, why don’t we
Try to look on the bright side
Who cares if we believe a lie?

(Bridge)
Take a look at yourself
Feel like your living in hell?
Well, so do we
So sing, sing with me…

"Broken Lullabies"

Verse1====================================================
Almost perfect, almost silent. But I still hear screaming in my ears…
I cant escape this, I cant erase this, emptiness…
Broken promises, lying lullabies, all I see now, is death in your eyes…
Don’t you remember, when you said forever?
That’s all so long gone, yet right behind me, breathing…
Pre Chorus==================================================
You knew, you knew this all along, you sang such songs that I
Believed what wasn’t in your eyes. I compromised, I sacrificed
And you drew the dagger, only two seconds after
You sang me, to sleep…
Chorus=====================================================
Murderer, yet savior, doomed me forever, kill me its mercy,
Dig, and then bury, forgive what I carry. I feel it draining life
Cold and yet welcome, twisting inside, I feel the knife…
My vision is blurring, and I feel the burning, yet the pain is fading too
Fading with you… so sing your lullaby again, and tell me its not,
The end…
Verse2=====================================================
I’ve hurt myself hoping, I should have been coping,
‘Cause darkness can’t fully hide, the pain that I keep inside
The nights are no better when, sleep isn’t soothing
The nightmares are so real, amplifying the fear I feel
And I cant escape, the pain that I so dearly hate…
Bridge=====================================================
I’m only slighty suicidal, the “terrifying” title,
But I’d much rather die, than have to re-realize
That we, will never be, again, that we have reached the end
Forget all the promises, forget all the pain,
Just kill me its over, then bury the remains…
End=======================================================
The end of a good thing maybe, the end of a life,
Just finish this, its over, into my heart drive the knife…

"Letting Go"

Letting Go

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Its amazing how seeing you still makes, my heart feel,
Its enough to prove that hearts can never fully heal
I still often wonder, where we would be, if
You were still with me… I think I’ve hurt myself more hoping,
Than if I’d just tried coping
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So after all this time, I see I was blind
To hope, to care
And you aren’t anywhere
I was wrong to think that I
Could pull you from the brink
And bring you back
But now I know, that if I
Would have let you go,
I would be ok, today, today
So now that I know,
I’m letting go…
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And I don’t know why,
I still keep the pictures of you and me
They’re just a small part of history
That’s long gone, I need to move on
‘Cause you’re not looking back
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And now I know (oh)
And I’m letting go (oh, oh, oh)x³

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"Another Night"

Im still awake and cannot sleep
My heart is bleeding I cant keep
The living nightmares from my head
So I just stay awake instead,
If there’s a cure, I haven't found it yet…
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And I just keep, trying to tame,
The feelings that can never be the same
And I keep trying to make myself believe
That it’ll be,
Alright, for just another night...
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Im not trying, to be depressing.
Do you think I like this any more than you?
I’m not lying, its upsetting
To keep hearing “what you’d do”
I’ll be better someday,
And I don’t need you to find my way…
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And tonight, as I’m fighting the tears
That I’ve valiantly held back for so long
As I’m whispering words you’ll never hear
And writing the words to this very song,
I hope inside, that you will never know this pain
that’s driving me insane…